走好了,天使

今天,

仍旧是沉重的一天..

今天是 angeline 出殡和火化的日子..

复杂的心情,

难以形容..

2个小时的车程..

我们抵达了马六甲..

原本已经平复些了的心情,

在我们见到她的遗照后,

再次崩溃了..

眼泪实在是难以控制地如涌出来的泉水般

夺眶而出..

真没想到,

我们认识才短短 7 个月多,

对她的感情却那么的深..

这是我们以往所没察觉到的..

当我们向前瞻仰遗容时,

情绪再次失控..

真的.. 真的..

非常不舍得这位朋友..

虽然,

她很安详地躺卧在棺木里..

但我们看了,

真的很心疼..

19 岁..

人生的黄金年华..

人生才刚起步..

就这么没了..

这怎么不叫人觉得可惜和遗憾呢?

看到她睡在那里,

心里真的很有冲动把她唤醒..

想对她说好多好多的话..

想和她一起完成学业..

想和她一起毕业..

想和她一起实现梦想..

想和她分享一切一切..

但,

这都已成为不可能..

她,

是我人生中第一个失去的朋友..

我的心真的很痛、很痛,

无比的痛..

脑海中不断浮现出和她有关的画面..

想起她冷静的样子,

很怀念..

班上每一位同学几乎都是急性子,

或者火爆性格..

当我们遇到不会做的功课时,

难免会发牢骚..

这时的她,

就会很冷静地来帮你..

就算她不会做,

她也会想办法帮你拿去问学长们怎样做..

我真的

很想念她那冷静的样子..

可不可以让我再见到你?

哪怕一次也好..

至少,

亲口和你说声,

再见了,走好了..

angel,

i really miss u…

u are always my angel..

 

rest in peace, angel

 

 

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  1. hi, I just pass by and read this message. Life is short and full of regrets. I’d same experience when I was young. One of my fellows was passed away in cancer when she was still a teenager. I didn’t understand why God allowed this matter happened on her and her family, but I still trust that God has his own purpose. And I believe that I’ll see her again when I go back to my heaven father’s kingdom.
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